If you never tear down your wall people will give up and walk away from you

Hey Blog peoples lol... So far this march break is alright I guess.... Went to movies with Tyler,Agib,jessica,sketch, and kevin lmao. ahh taken is alright.. I just hope my parents never see it cause they'll get all sketchy about me going to europe next year... Anyways lets get right to the point Mandy my dear friend is sick which makes me very sad. :( ... Also I finally came to a conclusion of the fate of the group of friends I have. The problem once again that I find myself in..... Whenever I hang out with one group im left feeling guilty cause the other person is not allowed to hangout with another certain person. I don't get it really... WELL I DO but heck im not writing about that. This has been basically going on with me since the break up of that blue crew I hanged out with 2 year or so years ago. I hang out with one group and its either i feel like shit for doing it or the other group of friends gets pissed with me. OR BOTH! okay... the pissed with me hasn't gone happened since last year but whatever. Now im left pondering are my friends messed up? or am i taken as some stupid kid in their eyes? ADVICE!: DON'T TEAR APART A GROUP OF YOUR FRIENDS OVER A STUPID FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL RELATIONSHIP! :) . Maybe I just take these things to seriously and ya I do friday night's hockey game proved that but fuck back on topic don't drag your friends into your love life. For those who read this and you know who you are don't even bother hanging with me until you can get your shit straight =D